last meal

well guys, I began to post my meal on Thursday at work, while trying to avoid the wandering eye of my boss, who seemed a bit moody.
I wrote down the waffles, the shitty, cheap,bitter tasting home coffee, the great work starbucks coffee, etc, the thrill of being invited to the blog.
The rest of the day was very busy and I never finished.
Then I was laid off later that night . ( Now I realize why she was moody, she new it was my last meal)
thats right,don don don( imagine the music used in the chipmunk video going around
and that was that, she was out of my life......
now Im a home eater.
I had 1 slice wheat toast low sugar strawberry jelly.
Lunch, a tuna sandwish with onion and tomatoe(im allergic to tomatos) dont care ate a slice anyway.( also allgeric to peanut butter, ate a slice of wheat bread with that on it the night before. Im living dangerously now that Im unemployed)
dinner, Amatos pizza and sald and BEAH!!! thats right undersage students, beer.

the other night, we stopped the car at lake luxemburg to look at the blue herons and the Egrets and I threw my husband off the edge into the dirty water below. I watched him struggle for a moment, arms thrashing, legs kicking in an unproductive rythym.
I watched him sink under the brown sludge,his t shirt sort of floating at his back with air bubbles not quite ready to let go and come to the surface. I slowly turnedand walked back to my car, trying to remember the few thigns I needed to pick up at Genuardis, got in , turned the ignition and drove away, making sure to use my turn signal to warn the other drivers behind me that I planned to vear to the left and get back on the road.
The Blue Herons were inspiring, standing so tranquil in the sunset , each on their own, each seeming happy in their solitude.
Im starving