I'd just as soon kiss a Wookie.

Hello computers! Not much is going on in my life, but I have many things I would like to write in this blog, so this entry might be long. You'll all get cookies.

I'm a French major, right? Therefore, I decided to join French club when I came to Millersville. However, I didn't really participate in many of the conversation hours or activities last year, so this year I had decided that I would try and go to more conversation hours/activities. At the first meeting, we voted for officers. There were about... 7 people at this meeting? Yeah, 7 people and we needed to vote for 5 officers, and I DID NOT want to be one of them. So, we get down to the last position, public relations officer (a position made up by Dr. Gaudry-Hudson, the club adviser as well as head of the foreign language department and one of two French professors; oh yeah, she's also my adviser). I'm going to refer to her as GH from here on out, 'cause her full name takes too long to type. So, GH asks if anyone is interested in running for PR... There are 3 people left to choose from (not much of a choice, right?): Me, Rachel, and Rebecca. Rebecca wasn't in the club last year, and Rachel is getting married in June, so she has a wedding to plan, as well as being a full time student (she's 30 and awesome), and wasn't in the club last year either. GH was looking at Rachel and me, trying to get one of us to run or whatever, and then goes "Rachel?", asking her if she wants to run. So, Rachel being the sweetheart she is, says "Sure, I'll do it. I was just hoping to become acclimated to the club this semester, since I wasn't in it last year". Well, I thought this would be unfair because Rachel has tons on her plate, so I interrupted and said "I'll do it". That is how I begrudgingly became the PR officer of French club. As a PR officer, you have to put up posters and shit, blah blah blah. So, cut to about 2 months later (now), and GH resigns as adviser, because apparently she doesn't like the job the officers are doing (excluding my roommate, Sarah, who is treasurer). Apparently, she was also frustrated with me because she had asked me to make some stupid bulletin board jawn outside the French office, and it never got done. She said she had sent me all of these emails, and that I had never got back to her. I told her that I had never received any of these emails (which I hadn't; I think she just believes that I was covering my ass, which is stupid), and apologized for the miscommunication, but apparently she's a psychopath and holds grudges against 19 year old students. Sarah (my roommate, and treasurer) is basically GH's best friend and kind of worships the ground GH walks on. Sarah tells me that when she got in a brief tiff with GH over something pertaining to French club last year, she had to kiss GH's ass to make it better. Also, Sarah hadn't even known what she had done wrong to GH, because GH doesn't tell people when something bothers her, she just assumes that you should know. Is it just me, or is this complete bullshit? I kiss no one's ass unless I respect them, and if I'm not given respect, I do not give it back. Right now, GH is not showing me any respect at all; she's acting extremely immature and childish. This is a 40-something year old woman, and she's acting like a fucking baby. Again, I don't care if you're a kid or a professor or a speck of dirt, if you do not show me respect, you do not get any back. Sarah seems to think it's acceptable behavior for GH to act this way or whatever. You know what? No, it's really not. It's something GH should be ashamed of doing. It's actually despicable behavior, and I really don't think she has any right to behave this way. I didn't do anything wrong, and I still apologized for it. She doesn't want to accept my apology or she expects me to do more than apologize or apologize more? Um, GH? Fuck you! Get over yourself! You're a human being, I'm a human being, and we're not perfect! I apologized once, and you don't deserve anything more than that for the way you're acting. In fact, I think that you should apologize for the way YOU'RE acting, because it's horrendous. Someone needs to put her in her place, and if I have to see her face-to-face, and she acts anything less than courteous to me, I will flip out on her. I'm an honest person, and people who are not honest about their feelings make me angry. You have a problem with me lady? Say it to my face, because I'm not going to walk around on eggshells for you, you're not worth it. Is she even empathetic at all? Does she realize that for certain people this may make them extremely miserable? Sarah was extremely depressed and shit when GH was rude to her last year. Me, I'm just fucking pissed, and not even constantly, just when I talk about it. Holy crap, that was a long paragraph...

Another thing that bothers me is some lame-ass sign some girls in a triple put on their door. It says that using words like "imbecile", "retard", "idiot", "dumb", etc. are just as bad/offensive/wrong as using racial/ethnic/religious slurs. I'm sorry, but this is not true at all. I think it's also inconsiderate, because there are several black girls in our hall. So, basically you're telling them that calling a white person stupid is like calling a black person... well, THAT horrible word. I mean, that's just ignorant. Would a retarded person even be offended? They're retarded, it's not like they're entirely aware of the world around them all the time (that sounds horrible, but like... yeahhh), so I doubt they really care. Also, of course a person hates being called stupid, it's an insult! And if they're stupid, who cares about their feelings? That also sounded horrible... but you get what I'm saying? My wonderful friend Sam Toder pointed out something too; we don't even called retarded people retarded, we call non-retarded people retarded, so does the word retarded really even mean a mentally challenged person any more? It's like using the word gay instead of stupid. We don't mean it to offend gay people, it's just another definition of the word, like happy. And seriously, I can understand it being wrong to call a retarded person stupid, because they can't help it, but most stupid people can kind of help being stupid. SLIPPERY SLOPE! I'm terrible at rationalizing things...

I played "Star Wars: The Force Unleashed" for the first time yesterday. While it was awesome, I wanted to cry after having to kill Wookies... I love Wookies!

Another thing! Palin was on SNL over the weekend, and I must say that I gained some respect for her because of it. It shows that she has a sense of humor about herself, which is cool. I still will never vote McCain/Palin, but it's made me think of Palin differently. Sigh. I wish I had someone to talk politics with here... My roommate hates politics, so... She's threatened me not to talk about them... or else... O_o

Ahh! I'm so excited for the episode of House airing in 8 days! Hint: it has to do with House & Cuddy. ;]

God, I love television. And you guys. =]

breakfast: nothing, I slept until 10:30 because my alarm didn't go off
lunch: yogurt, a pretzel, and water
dinner: probably nothing because I want to take a nap

Later skaters!

Oh, one more thing...

WHERE'S MY HOUSE THEME?!?!?!?
Hahahaha, but seriously.
I propose a picture of Cuddy being injected in the butt. That would be sweeeeet.


5 MINUTES LATER

OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SHE HAS MORE TO SAY?

"b) the Cuddy-holding-House’s-hand part and not the scene itself really because that was ok but the moment in which it was shown and the fact that it was ,the way I see it,out of character for Cuddy(at least the real ,season 1 and season 2 Cuddy,the good Cuddy).That holding his hand thing came around the scene on the bus where House said he doesn’t want to be miserable and lonely anymore so I think it’s possible for the Cuddy scene to be a sort of sign of things to come from the writers. See,they fucked Cuddy up in their attempts to show us some sexual/romantic chemistry between them because I think they realized that they have a friendship vibe but not a sexual vibe so they must “poke” our eyes with the sexual chemistry,they have to make it blunt.It’s really not sexual at all because all they do is have House make fun of Cuddy in a sexual way and have Cuddy behave like a semi-hooker around him sometimes.Cuddy now seems to have no other purpose now that to be sexy around House and be the object of his most unflattering jokes.She no longer has any authority over him,she begged him not to cause her to lose her job 2 episodes ago while she is technically HIS BOSS and shows no depth.It’s a shame,I liked the first/second season Cuddy and her friendship with House but now her character makes me sick. Yeah,I’m a House/Cameron fan (it’s my only ship ever and I watch countless shows and usually hate romance on tv shows) and one of the reasons for which I am a fan is because it’s subtle,because their chemistry/sexual tension is natural and needs no words,a look,a slight touch,them being a little closer to eachother is enough to send sparks in all directions.They can make a medical talk about puke be sexy and full of subtext with a look(and the actors/writers used to talk about that a while ago).No matter how hard they might try to turn Cameron into a Wilson 2.0 for House they’ll never succeed because the tension and subtext is always there even when there’s no intention for it.Also,look,Amber was House 2.0 and was great for Wilson so the same might apply to House.Oh and House never made fun of Cameron in the shallow way he makes fun of Cuddy ,with Cameron it was always about deeper things. Now I’m waiting for season 5 which can’t start soon enough.I’m certain House will mend things with Wilson because they need each others friendship .Also I’m certain House will think of changing a bit,of trying to be happy although he probably won’t lose the walls he built around himself in one season .Well,as long as there’s no Huddy,I’mhappy."

That is why I hate House/Cameron fans...
They're stupid. Really really really really stupid.


Sorry this entry was so long. =]